I just finished this book called Agile Java Development with Spring, Hibernate, and Eclipse. I needed the refresher. I’m finally building something! I’ve been thinking about my idea for eons (aka about 5 years). I’ve been documenting features, use cases, database models, and fun marketing ideas for about a year now. I’ve been trying to build an initial audience (videos, poetry, & blogging) around my personality and I finally have some fans. Yay! You guys rock! I also worked on my presentation skills, business plan, investment spread sheets, implementation plans, and I founded the company.
I know I’ve barely scratched the surface of what I can do, and that I’ve wasted most of my unemployed opportunity trying to learn everything. I tend to do things backwards; effective, but slow. I’m so slow it took me 27 years to even know I wanted to invent something. I’ve found myself and my passion, I know I won’t give up, but I have no idea how I am going to succeed. The only thing stopping me is me. I’ve isolated myself, but things are changing. I’m excited to meet new friends and find new partners to help me with my dream. I don’t know how it will happen, but I know if I focus and endure and work my ass off, things will work out. Even if I have to work my ass off for someone else for a while. 
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